Awman, I know that loner stuff. D:
I got to see and feel a good deal of boobs in my late teens and early 20s and it was lovely. :D
Now I'm actually avoiding girls in that way and not plannin' to see no boobs till I'm married. o .o
But wouldn't you know, the type of girls I'm going for have almost no interest in me, ha ha.
It'd be pretty easy to go out with a cool girl who's open about sex...which makes this whole waiting and self-control thing even more difficult.