Yeah, PFG, you are quite right. I was on a holiday and a vacation in a different country.
I think I'm slightly returning to my ordinary state now. Trying to keep myself busy and checking for jobs.
Had you guys ever had an experience that blew your mind? For two weeks I felt like a different person in a different country, absorbing a different culture, and living with my loved one. It was wonderful. Then I had to return to where I was, and the uncertainties in my life. It is difficult as I tend to dislike uncertainties.
The end of the winter holidays marks a beginning for me, however, I do not know yet which path I would follow.