Years ago. I don't even remember when I last posted. I believe I was permabanned by Sindra in ICVD Forums and then I dunno here I just kind of stopped posting. It was probably for the best. The odd part is out of every screen name I used they always recognized me as Byron (not even sure why I probably used KrimsonMoon and Toxizen far more often than Byron). I think from the very day I signed up many people couldn't stand me and what I couldn't understand was that no matter what I did and said it wouldn't change though I was stupid enough to try to be liked anyways. When I couldn't get that and my feelings got hurt I turned into a complete basket case. There were a few people in the interim who actually liked talking to me and were friendly with me like Jorge for example however I drove them away by pissing and moaning about: the people who didn't like me, all the issues I felt the dungeon had and/or how unfair some situations were. All in all I never got it then but I get it now that it was all insignificant and nothing I should have cared about. Was nothing I could fathom then but now I realized that who cares about those who bear grudges and refuse to get to know me, why be angry about it and let them matter and change me as a person. But it takes a lot of mistakes to get to the right answer and I'm still learning. Can't claim to be perfect but I also can't please everyone either. I don't care who likes me and who doesn't nowadays. If I came here this time solely to try to make friends and please people it will be just as much a failed endeavor as all the previous times. I'm just here for some interesting conversation. If I meet a few cool people who want to talk more along the way I'm more than open to that. But I won't go begging anyone anymore to like me nor will I bear grudges or whine about those who continue to have ill will towards me.
Considering that in the present day those who seems to hold everlasting contempt for me really don't come here and even if they did I believe Jorge has even less tolerance for the immature grade school behavior then he did then so I doubt I'd have to worry about people showing up with virtual pitchforks and torches going "GTFO!".
All in all I made my mistakes, they made theirs but I am finally owning up to mine. No apologies, no "please like mes", no spitework, whining, none of that anymore from me. I was an imbecile then and I deserve to suffer the consequences of that. Plain and simple. Looking back at some of my posts even makes me very angry at myself for acting the way I did and makes me think if I were them I'd probably troll me too. I was pretty much asking for it.